A Smidjin at a time

Well I did it! I survived 6 weeks of bootcamp! Minus the 3 days I missed due to being extremely exhausted coming back from women's retreat and then when my wrist acted up. But I did it. I pushed myself a lot harder than I thought my body would go. Guess what, I can do a full push-up now. Not a lot of them, but I can do them! And I actually started making plans to continue working out with my friend Jess. As much as I seriously don't like getting up really really early, I kinda liked getting up early to work out, it was nice to know that I already had that taken care of for the day. And there were even parts I really liked, parts that Jessica and I might do later. So now on to other important things. Like finding the perfect reward!

I have been putting off a new blog entry for a while. I keep saying to myself "Tomorrow I will have time to sit down and have it sound nice". Well tomorrow keeps becoming the day before yesterday. So I guess I just need to put my excuses behind me and write something that maybe isn't as perfect as I would like. I have been stuck, and it sucks. I am not sure why. I still want to lose the weight. But the day to day motivation is so totally not there. When I signed up for the boot-camp class I thought it would maybe be a good kick-start. But I gotta tell you, the scale hasn't really budged in the last 4.5 weeks. I am hoping it is from the "muscle weighs more than fat" concept, but I am so not sure. And now my wrist is acting up so I am not sure how tomorrow's class is gonna go, though I am gonna go prepared to workout as hard as it will let me. I just need to figure out whatever the roadblock has been this whole year really. I am sticking with weight wa...