I'm Back!!!!

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A couple weeks ago, with the support and encouragement of a friend who went with me, I went back to Weight Watchers. It is always so much easier doing almost anything with a friend, especially since we joined at the same time. A lot is different from when I was last there, most of the people, the room. But a lot is the same, most importantly the actual program. While I am having to redo how I shop and plan meals, I at least already know the actual ins and outs.

And, hopefully, I am also back to blogging. Thanks to this blog I have been able to look back and reflect on the struggles and successes I had when I was last seriously working at losing weight. I need to remember these lessons, learn from them so that I can repeat the successes and not repeat the failures.

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